Good morning. Let it go. I know it is easier said than done. You need someone who will treasure you as god treasures you. God doesn’t make our choices. He sits back and say’s there he goes again, or there she goes again. He is proud of you when you let him have control. Prayer is powerful when you pray positive. Good praying will bring on blessings you never knew would come your way. Start blessing those in the good and bad and let go of what God don’t want in your life. Love you Jesus.